Almost there

I feel i'm almost there. 
I always feeling that... 

I'm always feeling in this square, 
closed inside a ferris wheel to repair. 
with half of the world in a chair 
to stare my despaire... 

You are aware this nightmare? 

Do you feel the same don't you? 
When the spining never ends 
and the stops don't extend. 
Why don't we choose the backend 
and stay content? 

I even decide change my mind 
into a rollercoaster 
hoping that being wild 
put me closer. 

I'm just rising to fall in alcohol... 
and I still don't get there... 

You still think the time is fair? 
I'm tired of making this a prayer.